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The Sound of Silence

Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan FaeriePrincess G-Man Berton The Baker of the Cornbread The VanMan (may he R.I.P.) The Messengers of the Galactic Federation Osteen, the Son The WhiteRose The Fallen Angel Jojo Dancer Senior ...

Tonight…I fell in Love with a Stripper (and it’s not Bill’s fault)

It’s true. It’s all true. There is no denying it. My world was flipped upside down. But… It’s NOT Bill fault. It’s really not. He was a mere victim of circumstance. Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan FaeriePrincess G-Man Berton The ...

What a Long Strange Trip It’s Been

That statement holds true for the past several months, as well as the past 15 years. The whole of my life ( Or is it ‘My Life?’ ) ……… Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan FaeriePrincess G-Man Berton The Baker of the Cornbread The Van...

Goodnight

Monday, July 29, 2013; 2215 So, what did today hold? A whole lot of the same as the past few weeks - nothing. Or, is that just how it seems? "Healing takes time." That was the message of a meditation period today. It was more of a shut down period really. Something along the lines of 2 hours, which is really unusual for me. It came on rather quickly and I went out heavy. In fact, I'm not certain that I ever really came back.  I've been feeling really off all day. In true fashion of the past several weeks, I awoke with a list of things to do and I accomplished Just Enough of it to feel at least somewhat accomplished. My head is foggy and my motivation low. Depression and frustration may be. Fair enough analysis, but I think it is something more than that. Perhaps it is the result of a culmination of wishes. That's a nice positive twist, but, personally, I'm still leaning towards a touch of depression. I think the greatest source of my frustrat...

Lost

Sunday, July 28, 2013; 1852 I don’t know. I just don’t know. I can’t tell you how many times over the past day or two that I have sat down and tried to type something out. There’s a block that I just cannot seem to get around. It seems this is an overall Theme in my life. There are lots of things I am trying to get done lately that I just can’t seem to make the right kind of dent in. However, with the other stuff, despite any blocks, I seem to make at least a bit of progress here and there. But I still don’t know what the block is – the resistance. Life has gotten….different than usual. (And, yet, oh so the same.) I am in such a holding pattern and, short of a miracle, I see no way out. Work dropped off a few weeks ago and just has not picked up. Even the ‘new’ job has seems to have stalemated. There is just nothing going on. It has left me in quite the pickle. Unfortunately, a great deal of my work relies on the old adage, “If you want to make money you’ve got to spend money.” ...

Be At Peace and Enjoy Your Thing

  Wednesday, July 24, 2013; 0828 Do I even need to mention it is a 10 day…which ultimately becomes a 1 day, depending on the system you may be using. “Be at peace and enjoy your thing.” How’s that for a message during a meditation. Of, course that could hold a couple of different interpretations depending on how your mind is geared. But, don’t worry folks – I enjoy my thing quite often. (How fun is it that I just now look down at the iHeart Radio app to see a group named Phoenix?) So, be at peace and enjoy your thing. ( Chuckles. ) That is my goal for today. I just want to be at peace and enjoy my thing. ( Chuckles a little harder. ) Perhaps we should change that to “ do your thing.” That may deter the giggles. Last night I struggled and stressed looking ahead at and for some work. I had actually been planning on going out today. That’s what I was planning. But, in the middle of it all something said to just stay home and do what needs to be done around here. Normally, I w...

Don’t Panic

  Tuesday, July 23, 2013; 1328. And….a 9 day!!! These are the words inscribed on the cover of The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. Don’t Panic I was actually just talking to the Princesses about these very words, this very notion. Panic clouds the mind. It clouds the whole system really. It clouds the mind because the brain scrambles, seeking reprieve and relief. It clouds the body by stressing it. it stresses when the brain cannot find the answer for which it is searching. But mostly, it clouds the Spirit. For, if the Mind and Body are clouded and strained how can the Spirit function at all? Yesterday I was panicking. We teach best what we most need to learn. It’s just so true. I was looking at my finances, at the little bit of gas I had, at the opportunities to generate or see cash flow and I just couldn’t find the answer I wanted. My main concern was the gas tank. I wasn’t starting out with much and I had a good deal of driving to do with very little resources with whi...