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“Come with me and you’ll be…”

Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan Berton Mudslide Bill The VanMan (may he R.I.P.) Osteen, the Son Redds ‘The Brain’ Jojo Dancer Senior Swankypants The Socialite The Nameless One The Ziatonic Antagonist Otto Prof. Siggy Chon

Faargenblaatz??

Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan Berton Mudslide Bill The VanMan (may he R.I.P.) Osteen, the Son Redds ‘The Brain’ Jojo Dancer Senior Swankypants The Socialite The Nameless One The Ziatonic Antagonist Otto Prof. Siggy Chon

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  Wednesday, May 21, 2014 (6 Day…I really dislike 6s) 2000 (1st Dark Hour) Sun in Gemini; Last Quarter Waning Moon in Pisces Very tired, but not like sleepy…just tired all over. Bits of stress here and there. Mind clouded. [Stepped outside for a smoke – Cricket Chirping (interesting); Saw my 2nd bat since I arrived last night.] The bat, in particular, catches my attention. It may be the same one as last night, but he likes to fly back and forth in front of me. I’m tellin’ ya something is a-brewin’. Bats are no joke as totems. [Hey..can I make a wish if it is 11:11 in my home time zone and I am in a different one? Uh…nevermind. Too late. ) So, anyway, it has been quite the week. Tonight has been the first night since Saturday that I have really had any time to just sit and veg for a moment. And, it turns out, it truly is just a moment. I just found out about an hour ago that I have to attend a meeting at 0745 tomorrow. This isn’t a big deal but I had planned on trying to sleep

“Official”-ly

  Sunday, May 18, 2014 (3 day y way of 21) 1233 So, I am sitting here waiting to leave for my work trip. As far as I can tell, everything is packed and ready to go. Loose ends are tied up on this end of the trip and things are in place to move forward on the other end. Getting to this moment has been a very intensive journey. For a week now, maybe more, there has been this looming ‘feeling.’ The problem is that I do not know what the feeling is or what it is in regards to. It seems centered around this trip (or this week.) It has had me on edge and feeling out of sorts. So much, in fact, that I even told the girls about it last night to explain away some of my odd moods and attitudes. I can not put my finger on it, but whatever it is it feels very big. I have been talking for months about sensing a change coming. Perhaps this is it. I can not put a vibe to it – positive or negative. I only know that it is there…and it is waiting. Or, perhaps, I am waiting. Like one who hears the

Later…

  Friday, May 16, 2014 1154 Just about time for the noon devotion. Everything seems in place. Plans are made, checks are written. The goals and commitments for the weekend and the week that follows are seemingly solidified. So now I will do what I do, I suppose. I will take a breath and a moment and then I will set off into the future, moving comfortably and confidently…knowing that I most definitely can make it until the end of Memorial Weekend. (And that’s a great deal more than today.) So I can take off the thinking cap (and gown) and once again become The Fool, doping and dancing along merrily completely oblivious to The World of Realities about him. I can move freely twixt then and now (and now and then.) Ok. It’s time. (A lil late.) Lit the Altar Candles. May include daily exercises…most certain I will. Is this ‘The Moment’? (“Is this the day?”) 1203 …… 1209 That was fun. Definitely feelin’ it. Not sure what I am doing next. I have about 3 hours until I have to be

Blessed Day

  Friday, May 16, 2014 (1 Day) 1016 (4th Hour) Last night’s ‘Journey’ was simply amazing. I must make more time for moments just like that. So, here we are, in today. For me, the day is half over (even though I just woke up 2 hours ago.) That was very late for me to wake up. I assume after last night I needed it. But on a typical day, things are fairly solidified by this time. So, I wonder what it is about today. Will something happen? What will it be? How will I feel on the flip side of it all? Am I just imagining the message? For all of the ‘tomorrows’ I have been ‘promised,’ none of them have ever been huge. Things happen on most of them I suppose. But there is never a major shift. As for the day itself all seems fairly normal. The day is moving along. I am taking care of business – slowly, but surely. I feel incredible however. I am feeling alive and vibrant and energized. I am feeling very at peace and at one with everything. (All that is, was and ever shall be.) Who knows

Zen-itate (good times, come on!)

  Thursday, May 15, 2014 (9 Day) 2034 (1st Dark Hour) Full Moon in Sagittarius Feeling a bit restless. not sure what to do. What I am going to do is pop a squat for a few moments and just Zenitate. Life is feeling very still at the moment and I think I would like to enjoy it. (Not to mention there is an interesting Beasty traveling on the wind to night and I think I might wanna give him some focus.) ………. 2208 That was without a doubt the most excellent and rockinest Zenitation I have had in 14 years. I was out there and it was very ‘Universal.’ I was just tapped in and connected to everything. I don’t even know that I have words for the experience. But I have been there before. It has been a long time and I have missed it. Of course, back then I was very polluted and toxic. Did you ever notice that you don’t realize how lost you are until you find yourself? That seems to make it sound more dramatic than it was. I was a good person. I’ve always been a good person – just a l

Rantin’ and a Rollin’

  Wednesday, May 14, 2014 (8 Day) 1446 (Uncertain of Hour…brain can’t calculate it for some reason.) Full Moon Sorta the same deal as the other day. I’m feelin’ something but not certain what it is. So I am just going to sort of drift through the say as it happens and try to make the most of it. I have visiting to do later. 1448 ……. 1450 Seems I needed to go on a rant. Give me a bit and I will have it to you. 1521 Processing now… (Gonna do…something while I wait.) 1627 Trying to upload on Youtube…having problems. Going to try FB. Plans for tonight being rescheduled (by other party.) FB not working either. Taking a moment’s break before trying a reset. 1833 Reset worked. uploading to YouTube now. I’m late, I’m late for a very important…evening devotion. bbs. 1920 And here it is. This is one of several rants currently resting inside. Not sure why this one decided to be voiced. http://youtu.be/buzsHZE7d14

Say Whaaaat?

  Monday, May 12, 2014 1958 (last hour) I wanted to just check-in first. I have to clear myself and get my head in that “Spirit Space.” I do not know how long this will take, but I wanted to make note of when it started. Be back soon… 2015 (1st Dark Hour) (In the background, music begins to play. Little dinny chimes accompanied by a steady stream of strings. A voice speaks.) “Hold your breath. Make a wish. Count to three. ( Singing ) Come with me and you’ll be…in a world of pure imagination…” And this is precisely where I wish I could go this moment. The Shaman is beckoning from deep within the Hole. His enticing charms laying claim to my senses. It is time to go now. There is no turning back, once the ferry ride has begun. I set sail many years ago. The coins of penance, very often, heavier than I could bear. I’ve learned in these travels that the Ferryman speaks very little. So, when he does, it is best to pay attention. ( Singing in the background ) “…living there, you’l

Another Day

  Monday, May 12, 2014 (6 day…blah to 6) 0908 (3rd Hour) Gibbous Moon in Libra; Sun in Taurus; Mercury in Gemini; Venus & Uranus in Aries; Jupiter in Cancer; Saturn in Scorpio; Neptune & Chiron in Pisces; Pluto in Capricorn Sunny and warm Feeling Peaceful and rested. Kind of focused. Body is out of whack though. A lil stomach something going on. (Processing and digestion) So here we are – another day. For being so early it has been a good day so far. I managed to tweak the garden to the point I needed and cleaned up some of the debris. (Now I need to lay rocks and actually get something planted.) I organized stuff for the scrap yard, took care of some work business and somehow even managed to score a new blade for my Miter Box. I don’t actually have much to say this morning considering I just wrote last night, but I am trying to get back into that groove. The daily journal really does help keep the mind and spirit clear. I have some more things to take care of later to

Oh Reverend, Where Art Thou?

Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan Berton Mudslide Bill The VanMan (may he R.I.P.) Osteen, the Son Redds ‘The Brain’ Jojo Dancer Senior Swankypants The Socialite The Nameless One The Ziatonic Antagonist Otto Prof. Siggy Chon