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  Tuesday, June 10, 2014 (5 day) 1833 So, I’m really going through this unmotivated stage right now. Today especially. I am just feeling really run down and tired. Now, today, I suspect it is because I am having tooth problems and fighting off an infection. In fact, I am quite surprised that I am not in great pain yet. I don’t know what the problem is or why I am feeling so foggy and disconnected. However, my plan is to go inside and settle in someplace. Just settle in and drift off. I do not know if this means the couch and gaming or the bedroom and something else. Hopefully, whenever I awaken from this I will be feeling more like myself and ready to get some stuff done around here. I have a reading tomorrow. Girls tomorrow night. House cleansing on Thursday. The reading and cleansing alone can explain some of what I am experiencing…but not all of it. Well, let us see what the future holds. (I really need to lay down again)

  Monday, June 9, 2014 (22 Day…hmmmm. Me likey.) 2130 Tonight we are listening to the next disc in the Compilation Collection. It comes to us, inadvertently through and unbeknownst to, Encyclopedia Brown. The songs on this disc were all lyric posts on a blog he was doing at the time. Every so often he would post lyrics to a song. After there seemed to be enough of these I began to wonder what they would sound like on a disc. What story did they tell exactly? To this day, the result of that experiment is still fascinating to me. It not only tells an interesting tale of Encyclopedia, but also a very familiar one to myself. I don’t think I realized that until listening to it earlier today. And, as we listen through it now I will be paying closer attention to see if it is what I think it is. If it is, then I suddenly have much more understanding towards and empathy for what he must have been going through at the time. So here we go… -- Did My Time by Korn It was a rather intr...

Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan Berton Mudslide Bill The VanMan (may he R.I.P.) Osteen, the Son Redds ‘The Brain’ Jojo Dancer Senior Swankypants The Socialite The Nameless One The Ziatonic Antagonist Otto Prof. Siggy Chon...

Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan Berton Mudslide Bill The VanMan (may he R.I.P.) Osteen, the Son Redds ‘The Brain’ Jojo Dancer Senior Swankypants The Socialite The Nameless One The Ziatonic Antagonist Otto Prof. Siggy Chon...

Hey Gang! Welcome to my life… Where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within… The Depths of Geistopiaaaaaaaaaa Velcum to my Life ees a prochect, un experiment een Life unt ART, A liwing storyboard, if you vill. Eet’s premise ees zat you can, and do, experience za life you choose. Eet ees based on za Veel of Life unt za ARTs for za New Millennium as life building tools. Ya. Eet’s true. Welcome to my Life is an ITV Studios/Geist…House production. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft times unknowing, inspiration and support: Princess Cuddlebug Princess Sunshine Craze & Co. The Shaman The Pillar The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan Berton Mudslide Bill The VanMan (may he R.I.P.) Osteen, the Son Redds ‘The Brain’ Jojo Dancer Senior Swankypants The Socialite The Nameless One The Ziatonic Antagonist Otto Prof. Siggy Chon...

  Wednesday, May 21, 2014 (6 Day…I really dislike 6s) 2000 (1st Dark Hour) Sun in Gemini; Last Quarter Waning Moon in Pisces Very tired, but not like sleepy…just tired all over. Bits of stress here and there. Mind clouded. [Stepped outside for a smoke – Cricket Chirping (interesting); Saw my 2nd bat since I arrived last night.] The bat, in particular, catches my attention. It may be the same one as last night, but he likes to fly back and forth in front of me. I’m tellin’ ya something is a-brewin’. Bats are no joke as totems. [Hey..can I make a wish if it is 11:11 in my home time zone and I am in a different one? Uh…nevermind. Too late. ) So, anyway, it has been quite the week. Tonight has been the first night since Saturday that I have really had any time to just sit and veg for a moment. And, it turns out, it truly is just a moment. I just found out about an hour ago that I have to attend a meeting at 0745 tomorrow. This isn’t a big deal but I had planned on trying to sl...

  Sunday, May 18, 2014 (3 day y way of 21) 1233 So, I am sitting here waiting to leave for my work trip. As far as I can tell, everything is packed and ready to go. Loose ends are tied up on this end of the trip and things are in place to move forward on the other end. Getting to this moment has been a very intensive journey. For a week now, maybe more, there has been this looming ‘feeling.’ The problem is that I do not know what the feeling is or what it is in regards to. It seems centered around this trip (or this week.) It has had me on edge and feeling out of sorts. So much, in fact, that I even told the girls about it last night to explain away some of my odd moods and attitudes. I can not put my finger on it, but whatever it is it feels very big. I have been talking for months about sensing a change coming. Perhaps this is it. I can not put a vibe to it – positive or negative. I only know that it is there…and it is waiting. Or, perhaps, I am waiting. Like one who hears ...